I love to write, but sometimes I don't write as often as I should, I'm hoping to change that.
I'm hoping having a place to put my work will help me get better at writing, and write more often.
I also hope to inspire people or at least get people interested in what I have to say.
Or maybe I'm trying to inspire myself, it's kind of an online journal.
This is my artsy blog, my primary blog where I post all kinds of things is secretssoul
What if a writer’s character, is actually a person in another dimension… and out of all the people in that world, the writer grows attached to that specific one, and writes their story.
A time floats by,
I’m losing my mind.
Lost in the swirl,
Chaos brings forth.
What can I do,
To catch myself?
I’ve got nothing to grab, nothing to catch.
What can I do to stop this regret?
Feeling so lost, I begin to cry,
Remembering all those worthless times, feeling lost.
I can’t help but feel,
Why did it have to end like this?
Why couldn’t I be given a better chance?
This world’s current has dragged me down,
And I can’t help but frown.
At all the petty people,
With the sad faces,
Who’ve lost their souls,
By blending in, and giving in..
The rain hides my pain,
And I can’t begin to explain,
The burning sensation that eats away at my mind,
What is this, and why can’t I escape?
No matter which way I turn no matter how cold I become,
A fire eats its way through me, I feel myself and realize, I’m incomplete.
This fire that’s eaten away at me for so long, has left me in pieces, and falling apart…
How much longer till it burns up the rest of what’s left of me,
How long until I’m finally completely gone?
Feeling betrayal wash over you,
Fighting back the pain that threatens to escape,
You close your eyes and brace yourself,
Do you feel it as it slowly creeps?
Does the pain make your chest tighten and bring tears to your eyes?
Does it make you want to fall down and die?
I’m alone and it never lets me go, its grip always suffocating,
It blocks out everything else, I can’t escape its powerful hold.
It wraps around my heart and soul,
Making me feel that there’s no hope…
Whatever shall I do,
Whatever shall I do,
To escape this lonely pool that I’m slowly falling into?
Those cold dark depths, just waiting to drown out everything I see,
And everything I know…
Slipping slowly, falling quickly, the cold envelopes me.
Drowning me in hopeless despair…
With no light, no help, I might as well disappear…
Not a soul would notice, once my flame burned out.
The light always so dim, it was never noticed.
It won’t be missed once it’s extinguished,
So farewell small flame, whose hope is gone,
Those cool waters will cool you quickly, and you won’t feel a thing…
Just relax, and let go, of everything you know.
Your pain will be lost in those cool dark depths,
Along with you and those painful regrets.